I spent most of the weekend remembering some old memories that flooded my mind which, I won’t lie, made me pretty sad, made me happy and made me smile.
When Sunday evening came my way I decided to redirect all of that energy in another more productive way. So I decided to do something with my blogs since I have been neglecting them for most of this year not writing enough and sometimes not writing at all. I went through each of them and deleted all of the ads that use to be in every post and like I have written before, there won’t be any more ads in posts ever. My next goal is to get back to my old posting schedule which used to be 3 posts a week, wish me luck with that.
The weekend started on a sad note but ended on a good one. Sunday eveing and Monday were very productive and as a result got a lot of stuff done and it was about time if you ask me.
I am back after the four day weekend and after not posting anything for a week. I was just not in a writing mood but have no fear because I am back.
I do have to say that I spent my four day weekend as follows, I played Modern Warfare 2 every night and went to bed late or was it early?, anyway. I slept all day and then rinsed and repeated except on Sunday. I woke up at about 4:30pm afternoon on Saturday and have been awake ever since, that is about 35 hours or so if I am right and if I am wrong please feel free to correct me. The time is 3:52 am here in Los Angeles so I am going to try to get some sleep as soon as I finish this post.
And that is how I spent my four day weekend, sad but true. I hope that yours was much better than mine.
The weekend was a very slow one for me. I actually went to sleep early on Saturday night and got plenty of sleep. One day out of two isn’t that bad considering that I always go to bed real late. I am still in pain and on Friday I started taking some new pills that to be honest just don’t seem to work.
I played MW2 Sunday afternoon after not playing for five days, hard to believe I know but true. I then watched MLS cup 2009, the game was pretty good and had to go into penalty kicks to decide the champ and just like I predicted, Real Salt Lake won, congrats to them.
I am waiting for the four day weekend coming up, right now looks like the weather will be real nice and that as you know, is the way I like it.
The weekend was a big pain for me, ok, it wasn’t the weekend’s fault. That nagging pain just keeps on giving and this past weekend was the worst so far.
Let me explain my pain as best as I can, you are sitting down watching tv just minding your own business. Now, imagine that any movement whatsoever will cause you so much pain that you will just stop moving just to make the pain stop, that is what I am going through. Getting up is painful, walking is painful, sneezing is painful once again and now my neck is hurting and so is the left side of my back specially after work.
When you are in pain, your body will compensate, in my case I have developed a slight limp. As a result other muscles get strained and you end up with pain all over your body and that is what seems to be happening to me and I don’t like it one bit.
I need rest, lots of rest and I am trying to tough it out until Christmas break when I am going to get a 16 day weekend. With some therapy before the break I should be fine and I will be fine. I am sure not going to let a little pain beat me, it just ain’t going to happen, not now, not ever. Now, where is my medicine?, I forgot, I ran out.
Spent most of the weekend being lazy but I do have an excuse as you know. That nagging pain is the gift that won’t stop giving and since I ran out of Ibuprofen I have been taken Aleve but not on weekends, on weekends I tough it out because a man has to do what a man has to do, right?. Besides, pain lets me know that I am alive.
I watched a couple of movies since sitting down felt a lot better than doing heavy work, besides, that is out of the question for obvious reasons and for the time being. The first movie was Bolt and for some strange reason that movie seemed so familiar to me, can’t put my finger on it though. I have to say that I liked it a lot and would watch it again and will probably end up buying it on Blu-ray.
I also watched Spider Man 3 which I had not watched, if you can believe it, in its entirety since it came out, only pieces here and there. It would have been a better movie if Harry Osborn aka the New Goblin had not been in it and that of course is just my opinion, and for the record I liked the movie.
I played COD 4 as usual and spent a lot of time online surfing the net. The weekends just fly by and this one was no exception and not it’s time to go back to work, so sad.
The weekend came and went for me and now is back to work time, again. I didn’t do that much this past weekend, I slept a lot, I played COD 4 a lot, I didn’t eat that much and I was in pain a lot. Yes, that nagging pain just wouldn’t leave me alone. As a result I am tired, even though I slept a lot, and just want to lay down and sleep, yes more sleep would be good, for as long as I can but life won’t wait for me so I have to keep on going.
I am still waiting for my therapy to be approved and so far I have heard nothing from my Dr or insurance company, I guess that they will take me seriously when I no longer can walk. I also have to call my Dr, I am running out of Ibuprofen and that is not good. I almost, and I mean almost, called in sick two times last week because of the pain but in the end I went to work like the good and responsible boy that I am.
I have to be honest, I have been doing the best that I can at work under the circumstances but it’s not my best and I do feel bad and guilty about that. Sooner or later they are going to call me in and ask what is going on with me and I am going to have to tell them and that to me will be very hard because I am a very private guy, the only people that know are 2 of my friends, my family and you of course.
I am going to have to wait and see what happens.
The weekend came and went with nothing new to report. I have been sad and lonely and for some strange reason I have only been listening to sad songs that only make things worse. I have been trying to keep myself busy but it never seems to work because as soon as my brain gets a chance those memories come back and catch up with me. I choke up and then the tears come and all I can do is wipe them away, it’s hard, it really is. I love her.
Anyway, watched a couple of movies and played a lot, and I do mean a lot of COD 4. Went to bed late the whole weekend and got up even later. If you remember last week I said that it was pouring for me, well, I have been playing so much COD 4 that I think I broke the PS3. It won’t turn on, I am going to give it a couple of days to see if it is just overheated and if that isn’t the case I know that I am going to end up paying for it to be fixed, yep.
A lot is going on in my life right now, I wish I could say that it’s all good but then I would be lying. That old saying is quite true you know, the one that goes “when it rains it pours”, well it’s pouring right now.
I am in pain as you know, that old nagging pain just got worse so living every hour of the day in pain is quite an annoyance. I did go see the doctor and he prescribed Ibuprofen and a muscle relaxant and to be honest it helps but not that much, I am going to go see the physical therapist on the 22nd but I still have one more week to go, ouch.
Then, there is the pain in my heart, not a medical problem by the way, I am sad, I am heart broken and that hurts even more than the physical pain. I wish I could see the doctor for this kind of pain but sadly I can’t. I just have to deal with it as best I can but it hurts, it really hurts. The pain must be obvious because my dad asked me this past Saturday if I was ok, I said yes and asked him why he had asked that and his reply was that I looked sad, I told him that I was ok even though I wasn’t.
Life must continue =(………………..
Man, that sure was a long weekend huh, 23 days to be exact. Here is the scoop, my vacation was only 16 days as you and I both know but as soon as I came back home I was just in a bit of pain and to be honest I just didn’t feel like writing, I just wanted to relax. I know that my explanation sounds like Deja vu all over again but it’s the truth. I am back and will be posting regularly once again just like old times.
On the one hand the weekend couldn’t have been any better. Something very nice it’s happening to me personally and that makes me feel real good. I am not going to go into much detail right now but at some point I will.
On the other hand somebody that I love is going through a very tough time and that has been slowly taking its toll on me. All I can do is watch, help and encourage and the fact that I can’t do more kills me. The whole situation is making me physically sick, I can feel it and if I am not careful I am going to end up in the hospital, I truly believe that. I can’t tell you much about it either but when the time is right maybe I will.
And to finish this post there was a 5.0 quake here in L.A., the house jumped and shook but there was no damage. There were some broken windows closer to the epicenter which was down in Lennox about 10 miles away from me. There have been aftershocks here and there but nothing major.
