My boring everyday life
Halloween is tomorrow but at work we are having a party this very Friday. I usually help with all the decorating and dress up for the party but this time around I am staying away. I didn’t help decorate and I am not going to the party, I am just not in the mood for it this year. I am not in the mood for any party to be honest.
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I can’t believe that I have to write a To Do list in order to actually do something. This is a first for me so why not NIKE and give it a try, who knows, if I end up doing everything on the list I may have to do it again.
As you can see my list is very short so check back soon to see how good or bad I did. If my To Do list doesn’t make me do what I have to do then I am going to have to hire an excutive assistant to help me, how will I pay her is a whole different story because I am not made of money you know.
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Spent most of the weekend being lazy but I do have an excuse as you know. That nagging pain is the gift that won’t stop giving and since I ran out of Ibuprofen I have been taken Aleve but not on weekends, on weekends I tough it out because a man has to do what a man has to do, right?. Besides, pain lets me know that I am alive.
I watched a couple of movies since sitting down felt a lot better than doing heavy work, besides, that is out of the question for obvious reasons and for the time being. The first movie was Bolt and for some strange reason that movie seemed so familiar to me, can’t put my finger on it though. I have to say that I liked it a lot and would watch it again and will probably end up buying it on Blu-ray.
I also watched Spider Man 3 which I had not watched, if you can believe it, in its entirety since it came out, only pieces here and there. It would have been a better movie if Harry Osborn aka the New Goblin had not been in it and that of course is just my opinion, and for the record I liked the movie.
I played COD 4 as usual and spent a lot of time online surfing the net. The weekends just fly by and this one was no exception and not it’s time to go back to work, so sad.
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I haven’t been myself for a while now, what I mean by that is that even though my body and soul are here in Los Angeles my heart is somewhere else, a certain beauty mentioned that to me a while back and it was true when she said it just as it is true now. It has been very hard for me and I am dealing with it as best as I can, this is just another one of those sad days here in L.A. but then again everyday seems to be that way for me now.
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Sometimes I don’t do stuff around the house because I am in pain but this past Monday I said pain or not I am doing something. So I took all the mail that had piled up and went through everything and when I was done with that I shredded most of it. Then I took a bunch of coins that should have been in my Coin Counting Jar but for some strange reason were piled up on my computer desk and I put then in a paper bag until they are put in the before mentioned Jar. Sometimes you just have to do it and that is what I did even if I had to take an Aleve and take a break as soon as I had finished, take that pain!!.
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I am feeling sad today, to be honest I have been like this for a while now. I don’t write about it everyday because lets face it, who would want to read my sad tales?, I think we know the answer to that. What do guys do when they are brokenhearted?, they drink and get drunk but sadly for me I don’t drink so all I do is listen to sad songs and play COD 4. So go to YouTube and search for She’s Like the Wind by Patrick Swayze who I think was a nice and humble human being, enjoy.
She’s like the wind through my tree
She rides the night next to me
She leads me through moonlight
Only to burn me with the sun
She’s taken my heart
But she doesn’t know what she’s done
Feel her breath on my face
Her body close to me
Can’t look in her eyes
She’s out of my league
Just a fool to believe
I have anything she needs
She’s like the wind
[SOLO]
I look in the mirror and all I see
Is a young old man with only a dream
Am I just fooling myself
That she’ll stop the pain
Living without her
I’d go insane
Feel her breath on my face
Her body close to me
Can’t look in her eyes
She’s out of my league
Just a fool to believe
I have anything she needs
She’s like the wind
Feel your breath on my face
Your body close to me
Can’t look in your eyes
You’re out of my league
Just a fool to believe
(Just a fool to believe)
She’s like the wind
(Just a fool to believe)
Just a fool to believe
(She’s like the wind)
Just a fool to believe
(Just a fool to believe)
She’s like the wind
(Just a fool to believe)
Just a fool to believe
She’s like the wind
(Just a fool…)
(She’s like the wind)
(She’s like the wind)
(Just a fool…)
(She’s like the wind)
(Just a fool…)
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It rained for most of the day yesterday and I didn’t mind that at all. You see, I happen to like rain a lot but only as long as I don’t get wet. I also didn’t have to wash the car because the rain did such a good job for me, I have been meaning to do it for about forever now but that is not a problem anymore. Today will be mostly cloudy according to the weather dude and I am ok with that as well and for the record, I can’t wait for the weekend!!.
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The weekend came and went for me and now is back to work time, again. I didn’t do that much this past weekend, I slept a lot, I played COD 4 a lot, I didn’t eat that much and I was in pain a lot. Yes, that nagging pain just wouldn’t leave me alone. As a result I am tired, even though I slept a lot, and just want to lay down and sleep, yes more sleep would be good, for as long as I can but life won’t wait for me so I have to keep on going.
I am still waiting for my therapy to be approved and so far I have heard nothing from my Dr or insurance company, I guess that they will take me seriously when I no longer can walk. I also have to call my Dr, I am running out of Ibuprofen and that is not good. I almost, and I mean almost, called in sick two times last week because of the pain but in the end I went to work like the good and responsible boy that I am.
I have to be honest, I have been doing the best that I can at work under the circumstances but it’s not my best and I do feel bad and guilty about that. Sooner or later they are going to call me in and ask what is going on with me and I am going to have to tell them and that to me will be very hard because I am a very private guy, the only people that know are 2 of my friends, my family and you of course.
I am going to have to wait and see what happens.
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I am back in sunny Los Angeles very tired, sad, lonely and hopefully a little wiser. I came back on Monday and landed at LAX at exactly 10 pm. I was so tired and sleepy that as soon as I got home I went to bed and that is why I didn’t post anything here and the post on my other blog that was supposed to be up this past Monday was not triggered because I forgot to click on the “publish” button, my fault. That is ok because I’ll get back to my old schedule faster than fast.
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I am the type of guy that will give my all in whatever it is that I am doing. When I play Call of Duty 4 and I am stuck in a crappy team which happens quite often, I give it my all no matter what the score is and have paid dearly ending the game with either the same k/d ratio or more deaths than kills and even though it pisses me off big time to lose deep down I know that I did my best.
That is just the way I am and the reason why is because that down the line I don’t want to have any should’ve, could’ve moments. I don’t want to be 70 years old, if I reach that, sitting there regretting stuff, specially relationships wise, because I didn’t go all in when I had to. I want to reach 70 years of age, again if I reach that, knowing that I gave my all and did my best at work and play and that I went all in in my relationships when I had to and whatever the results had no regrets about it yesterday, today or ever.
That is just the way I am, that is me……………
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